Ask me anything
Sometimes life is difficult. Everything seems to close up around you and the small room you are sitting in fills with metaphorical water. It reaches up and around your face until it flows into your mouth and drowns you.
Recently I took a leap to fulfill my dreams. I have always been told that you don’t regret the major leaps you take. That those are the moments that will keep you warm in the cold days of disappointment. This hasn’t exactly rung true.
As time goes on, I get closer and closer to the date that I will be evicted from my home because I haven’t made any money and haven’t been able to pay my rent. I had a meeting with an agent today that was cancelled, luckily I hadn’t gotten on the bus yet to go to Montreal.
I am not sure if following my dream was worth it. If throwing away the solid income and structure of my previous job was a good idea. Should I give up on my dreams? Should I stop gunning for what I want and relegate myself to a life of menial work? I don’t believe in god or an afterlife. So where does that leave me?
I’m still not sure.
So I figure, since no one I know in real life really checks out what I’m doing here I am safe to air my thoughts on this subject. A pre warning. This is going to be a bit of a pissy post. You have been warned.
I run a company here in Ottawa called The Loudest geeks in the Room. We do podcasts and videos and all sorts of fun nerdy things. In fact we threw an event on Tuesday of last week. Out of 400+ people invited, less than 40 showed up. This strikes me as not very awesome. Not only that, but out of my entire friend’s list of about 200 only 5 have listened to even a minute of what I do.
5 of my real life friends have listened to my podcasts. That is an astronomically small number. So I ask myself, why am I sticking around in an unsupportive environment? What drives me to stick around a place where no one hears me speak? I don’t have an answer but I have theories.
1. I am too afraid to move to a different city and start over due to the fact that I’m almost thirty and starting over is incredibly daunting.
2. I have family here one of which is my Grandmother who is 90 something and me leaving now would mean that I would have to come back for the eventual funeral and feel terrible not seeing her in her last days.
3. I like to do things the hard way and the challenge is what drives me.
4. I don’t actually want to succeed.
I don’t think that most of these are completely true, but I do think that some of them are. Now I know it is unfair to ask for opinions to people who don’t know me. For all you know I am a boil infested, troll that takes showers in feces and scrubs my hair with pus. But what advice do you have for me internet?
1. The US incarcerates more people per capita than any other nation in the world: Approximately 1 in 100 adults or more than 2.2 million people are behind bars in the US, according to the Pew Center on the States. In addition, another 4.6 million (or a total of almost 7 million) people live under some form of correctional supervision.
Although the US is widely recognised as a “land of liberty”, it could also be described as a nation of prisons. It incarcerates more people per capita than any other nation. Its imprisonment rate (per capita) is almost 50 percent higher than Russia’s and 320 percent higher than China’s.
Within the western hemisphere, the US incarcerates five times as many people per capita as Canada and almost 2.5 times as many as Mexico.
2. Mass incarceration is not a result of higher crime rates: The US has the highest incarceration rate in the world not because it has higher crime rates, but because it imprisons more types of criminal offenders, including non-violent and drug offenders, and keeps them in prison longer.
With the exception of homicide, US crime rates are comparable to other European countries with much lower incarceration rates.
High incarceration rates are the result of “truth in sentencing”, “mandatory minimum” and “three strikes” laws which have limited judicial discretion in sentencing and parole release. As a result, sentences are now mainly determined by what the prosecutor decides to charge. And prosecutors routinely over-charge defendants in order to encourage plea agreements.
An egregious, but not unusual, recent example illustrates this point. In 2012, a Florida woman, who fired a “warning shot” in the direction of her physically abusive ex-husband (who was not hit by the bullet), was charged with aggravated assault with a deadly weapon.
The judge, as a result of mandatory sentencing legislation, was given no discretion in her sentencing. He sentenced her to 20 years in prison.
3. Mass incarceration disproportionately impacts US racial minorities: Mass incarceration has had a devastating effect on blacks and Hispanics in the US. African Americans are six times more likely to be incarcerated than a white person and non-white Latinos are almost three times more likely to be incarcerated, according to the Pew Center on the States.
Incarceration hits hardest at young black and Latino men without high school education. An astounding 11 percent of black men, aged between 20 and 34, are behind bars.
Much of the racial disparity is a result of the US’ war on drugs - started by President Ronald Reagan in the 1980s. By 1988, blacks were arrested on drug charges at five times the rate of whites.
By 1996, the rate of drug admissions to state prison for black men was 13 times greater than the rate for white men. This is despite the fact that African Americans use drugs at roughly the same rate as white Americans.
4. Mass incarceration is expensive: Imprisoning people is not cheap. The average cost of housing an inmate is approximately $20,000 to $30,000 per year. This price tag comes at the direct expense of public money that could be spent on public education, medical care and public assistance. And it is one reason why so many states face fiscal crises today.
To put this in perspective, the state of California spends 2.5 times more money housing and feeding its inmates than it does educating students. California is not alone: five states “spend more on corrections than higher education”, a 2008 Pew Center study revealed.
5. Mass incarceration disguises the US’ real unemployment rate and exacerbates inequality: The current unemployment rate in the US is high. And if we factored in all the people who are not looking for work because they are behind bars, it would be higher - especially among young black Americans and people without a high school diploma.
A recent research by Becky Petit reveals:
“Employment-population rates adjusted to include inmates suggest that only 26 percent of young black, male dropouts were employed in 2008, while over 37 percent were in prison or jail. Over half of the joblessness of young, black, and male dropouts is linked to incarceration.”
Incarceration also negatively impacts former prisoner’s ability to earn a decent living. Several studies suggest that there are at least six million “ex-prisoners” living within society and when they look for a job, they are 50 percent less likely to be hired than job seekers without a criminal record.
Former prisoners are paid less than those who have not been to prison. In addition, incarceration of a parent reduces a child’s prospects for economic mobility.
This sort of makes me happy I live in Canada, but with the new laws coming in we are not far away.
(Source: knowledgeequalsblackpower)
Craig Robinson Gets Sexy … Again
Craig Robinson sings a sexy song about how to show your girl you love her.
Holy shit I think they killed Kris…
So today is the big day, La Carnivale de Geek is kicking off and it’s gunna be awesome. If you are in Ottawa and over 19 come check us out, we will be at Maxwell’s Bistro 340 Elgin St. It starts at 8pm
Sorry littluns it’s a 19+ event